Way too Hyper

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I used to think i will be so kewl and this n that when i get pregnant, but today for the first time i cud feel the effects of it on me, n trust me they were not pleasant  I had to go shopping, get my self sum turkey slices so i can make my self sum yummy sandwiches when i want and i LOVE shopping. I went to this new mall that has opened last year that has a sorta departmental store, n i love going there even if its just to look at things, but today, i think i was way too hyper, n my nerves were so sensitive, just pushing that trolley felt like such an effort, i thot pushing will be better then me picking a small basket n going around with the weight but arghh that trolley was way too much of work lol, n then i wanted to get it all done quickly coz hubby needed the car, so hyper-ness plus the quickness made it worse. i felt my cheeks flushing n warm. i walked from one corner to another to pick the turkey slices, they only had one brand of dressing so i didn’t pick it, i like american garden better then wat that new brand was, plus i like options. i picked iceberg lettuce, cheese n brown bread n then heeded for the counter. billed, paid n off in the car, then i stopped at the movie store since its the weekend n i wanted to have a good stock of movies i wanna watch when i feel like

LOL this pregnancy has made me way too selfish n weird i was never like this 😛 anyways so i picked like 10 movies, then headed to this another store to get thousand island light dressing, also picked corn flakes, n tang lemon pepper juice coz the weather is getting way too hot here so its good to have sumthing like this handy.

I also had to pick my sister in law on the way back from a shopping mall but she still needed more time, so i stopped at the near by subway to catch a breath (not that i was on foot) but i NEEDED to calm my self down, so i ordered my self a turkey breast 6 inch, n gave my self a lil pep talk, kept telling my self to calm down, all this while my nerves felt like they will shred into pieces. i have no idea y i was getting soo hyper. but i felt alot better after the sub n as soon as i finished my last bite my sister in law called tht she is done n i shud come pick her, only took me 2 minutes to reach her n finally within a few minutes i was home.
So the point of writing this whole thing down is that this hyper-ness is soo new to me, it freaked me out, i thot i will have a nervous break down, i hated to feel my nerves pulsating so hard at my temples. May b next time if the car is needed i wil not make any plans for my self unless its all for me. n may b i can start to do a lil relaxing exercises but i get lazy although i feel they will help me in the end too.

I really hope i learn to relax soon :))

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Last of My lil Coffee Cake :)

I finally have some strength to look at Coffee’s pics n dug up this adorable pic of mine with her that i took on 5th Dec 2012

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Lil adorable soul, Love her to bits n miss her always. 🙂
Just wanted to share it all before i move on with life and other beautiful things heading my way. Am sure she is up there happy for me and jumping here n there like she always did.

Date of Birth: 6th March 2012
Date of Buying her: 15th July
Date of Selling her:17th Feb
Date of her Death: 18th April
Cause of Death: A home Accident, some thing fell on her n broke her jaw n she died on the operation table 😥

It still feels unreal n i really hope the guy lied to me n sold her off to some one else n shes still alive. 😦

Bigggggg Hugssssssssss to her.

Run Down Event Updates

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Helloo Allll

i figured if i start writing every event that i wanna share in flowery tone n details and what not i might never be able to get to the end of it, so instead i will just do a simple run down with may b dates and events and a lil comment about it so that i can get over with it, not that its gonna b too much fun any more that way n with no pictures, but i guess that’s the best way possible for now. Otherwise the LAZY ME will never get on with it. So here i am breaking the ice!!!

10th January: Hubby n I came back from Thailand (our long awaited Honeymoon trip of 10 days), over all it was amazing, plus my best friend lives there so was a good reunion too, had a lovely time there, also had a 2 nights 3 days short visit to Pattaya. Simply loved it 🙂

12-15th January: Attended my friend’s wedding here, was the main reason to come back to early otherwise i prolly wud have stayed back with my friend and hubby cud have come back for his work, but i guess every thing happens for a reason and am glad i came back with hubby 🙂

27th January: I found out the best news of my life, the news i had been waiting for, for sooo long 😀 YES i am pregnant 😀 yayyy feels good to finally let it out on my blog here hehe. Hence it was nice i came back with hubby, he was the happiest on the news offcourse, so were my family n in-laws  Actually on 26th i just did a random test and i was sooo sure it wud be just one line and i thot to my self fine i will do it, not like am preggy, but when i saw a faint line i FREAKED out, i instantly took the pic of the strip n sent it to my best friend (god bless whatsapp) and she called and asked me to take another test which i did and the line was much clearer. but i wasn’t gonna get my hopes high, so on 27th i went with my mom in law (since we live with her) n got my blood test done in the morning. I came back from the clinic n then broke the news to Hubby that I think ur gonna be a daddy 🙂 i chked the result online at 3pm and it confirmed i was very much Pregnant. LOL now that i let it out here, i wanna keep writing it again n again lol (crazy excited me)

17th February: I had started to feel that i couldn’t take care of Coffee, (for new readers) the new poodle pup i had gotten in July 2012. I would still have to leash her every time i took her out for a pee and she wud wanna run and resist, the pulls started to give me strain and pressure in my abdomen and i knew with time i will totally not be able to take care of her, and hubby is mostly busy at work, so i cant expect him to be available for her walk around needs, so i had to take a decision and on 17th Feb i sold her, hoping she wud have a good life and will be taken good care of, since the guy who got her was all happy and stuff. so with a heavy heart i let her go. but the good thing was that she just went away, well in a way it was weird coz she didn’t even stop to look back she was all too happy to be going. good it was coz i knew she wud adjust there and wont have a problem  sad coz it made me feel that i still haven’t been able to make her MY DOG. Hubby had a big face made for 2 days coz he was too sad and wanted to keep her but i knew he will not be able to take responsibility as needed with time and it was best to let her go

3rd March: My doc told me that i really need to rest and take things easy, coz i kept feeling heavy and crampy and she said its not good. so i had some good long bed rest, Kept going to shops for various things on n off but mostly was trying to take things easy. LOL cant help it i am a restless soul 😛

21st March: i hadn’t told my gang till now, n it was getting frustrating, i wanted to just shout out my news, am not the person ti keep my happiness to my self but like every one says let the 3 months pass, let the risky time go and wat not, so by now I couldn’t hold the news any long and just HAD to share it with my gang so on 21st i arranged a dinner at my place, called my gang of 8 couples, after the dinner while the girls were collecting plates n clearing the table “Hibs” told me how she and “Nom” talked on their way to our place n guessed y i had called all on dinner, she said i said mayb she is expecting, or mayb her hubby got a promotion (they forgot my hubby works for himself so there’s no point of promotion :P) , i just looked at her smiled and said hey cant i call u all for dinner without any reason? 😛 hehehhe. Later all settled on sofas and i finally broke the news to “Natz” who had predicted last year that this year all of us will get preggy. so i told her dude ur prediction is true. and told “Hibs” ur discussion in the car was right, n then i started to blush lol. i swear it was totally unintentional. Hearing this Ana, K and M also jumped with happiness and they all congratulated me. The guys congratulated my hubby. It finally felt good to tell them and not have to lie why i am not making any plans or getting tired every time i go to their place and have my back aches and what not hehhee, i could finally b open to them 🙂 the girls screamed and danced and started going crazy about how they wanna arrange my baby shower lol i tell u they are some real crazy girls, n i love them to bits :)))

20th April: The guy who took Coffee called and informed that she expired 2 days back. had a slight accident in their store, where she was with his wife and some thing fell from the top shelf and broke her jaw. he took her to the hospital and the doc started to operate but she cudnt make it and died on the table. 😥 After hearing this i was furious with the guy that he cudnt take care of her n all. i was too sad, but later i also thought, now i might be selfish here but i thought that If she had to go at this time anyways am kinnda glad she was not in front of me, Coz i wudnt have had been able to deal with it especially with my slightly high rick pregnancy. 😦 May she rest in peace. I will always love her, I would attach her pic here for new readers but am still not able to see her pics, it still hurts. so those who don’t know about her can just scroll in my blog and see my pretty lil coffee cake. 🙂

27th April: Today i finally thot its about time that i share stuff otherwise i will keep sitting and before i know it it will be the end of this year. Now i will also start my preggy updates so those who are not much eager about it IF i mean may ignore it 🙂 Up till now i have been writing an every day diary of wat i eat, what i feel, symptoms, and any movements and wat i felt about them.my doc appointments and what meds she told me when, and when i had my ultrasounds, how my weight is going and stuff like that just so i keep an over all record, and also will may b telly it with my next pregnancy if needed. 🙂

Aaaah 🙂 Finally I can start from every day stuff i hope i don’t lazy out now 🙂 Hope u all enjoy my run down post. Keep coming back for more

love u allll n big hugssssssss

xoxoxooxoxooxoxox

Enough!

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I have been thinking for some time now n finally got my self to write this post. i decided to not wait to write about my Thailand trip, instead, start blogging with my dairy n wat not, random posts n stuff…. Thailand i can write about along the way with time, coz this way i am wasting time and not posting any thing either and sooo much has happened during this time, some good some bad some sad and i NEED to share it all. now hopefully i will begin to write regularly LOL ok dat feels like a joke now coz i keep saying it and still i lazy around here n there and do every thing but post. i really hope i can b regular though. i miss writing and i miss sharing and most of all i miss having it all outta my system.

So big hopes and fingers crossed, i shall be back soon with the latest and more 🙂
hugs to all my readers and sorry to keep u waiting for so long.

Mwahhhhh

Lazy me :(

Omg, I cant believe how lazy I have become even wen I think to myself n promise that I will post regularly….. Guess this is one complain I have been sharing for so long now, I really hope I can write more…..:( For now am sharing a pic of these amazing stone chocolates that I bought from a mall the other day to test n they actually tastes gooood…..

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Enjoy this lil post….. Untill I get over my laziness n write sumthing better :p

Lazy me!

OMG I have been so lazy for so many months now, i hardly write any thing and i So dont like my self for it :(, every time i think i will write i do it for max a few days n then am lost in the busy-ness of my other crappy things like facebook games. YES….. even though i always have a wordpress window open i am too lazy to give it 5 minutes of my oh-so-precious-time and write some thing… ANYTHING!

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I need to fix it and i need to do it real soon. New year is just around the corner and at the start of this year i promised my self that i will be a regular writer, so more activities……. so that end of year i have alot of things to write about for my overview of the year passed….. just thinking about it is making me sad coz i may not have enuff to write as i had for last year 😦
Sniff.. i shall make these last two months of the year worthy of putting down in the blog 😀 *new inspiration bulb lights on top of her head, and a stupid smile on her lips with eyes open wide* 😛